Just wanna tell you, but i can't so i just write it down

you can tell me how wonderful your life.
But i can't tell you how pain my life.
You can tell me all about your self
But i can't. I'm too afraid to told you about myself before i met you.
You can bring me to your family, and make me feel your family accept me.
But i can't, i'm sorry about that. I'm too afraid my mom will be judge you.
and when i don't want do what she want, she will thinking because of you.
I hate my self, because i'm too weak.
I hate my self because i can't speak to you what i want.
I hate my self because i can't tell you I LOVE YOU BABY and i can't show off my LOVE to you like you do.